给自己想了个英文名 PIA (also reminds me a good sound to not think abt the things i dont wanna think abt. EVERYONE I EVER LOVED, I DID RIGHT BY THEM, I LEARNED MY LESSON, I TAKE IT N EVERYTHING STARTS OVER.. THERES NO SELF-GORGIVENESS DRUG SO U JUST SWALLOW THE PAIN N BURN IN HE11 HAHAHA, ENJOY, DO THE VERY THING U LEAST WANT TO DO IN THE WHOLE IS TO SUFFER, AND I CAN SIT SIDELINE N WATCH, WHAT A PLEASURE, ANYTHING IN ME WORTH LOVING OR I HOPE IT TO IS DIED W THE FEELINGS VANISHED LONG AGO, EVERY FVCKING MOMENT W U, I DONT CARE ANYMORE, THERES NO GREATER PAIN THAN HAVING TO WAKE UP IN THIS HOLLOW SHELL N WISHING THINKING OF U GNA GNA BE THE BETTER VERSION BC I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO CONTORL
Ryan Murphy的剧无论题材总是透射出充满暖意的希望这部剧尤其如此把美国耗费几十年取得的对于少数族群的观念进步和一直引以为豪的美国梦都浓缩到白丝这座城市浓缩到一部电影的制作过程中浓缩到 6 集的剧集中也许是因为太过浓缩人物的成长、剧情的起承转合都有些仓促高度浓缩的革命成功感也有些 too good to be true也许剧集呈现不算完美但通篇都能感受到他表达自己的赤诚仅对这一点也值得尊敬故事最后奥斯卡颁奖的情节禁不住为《撒尿PISSINGVIDEOASIAN》每一次胜利而惊呼